hurh…yesterday when on the way to kuala lipis, i was driving at about 130km/h on the karak highway. that’s when suddenly i saw this dude was sitting at the end of a cliff holding something that looks like a camera, speed detector or something. my head goes, damn it, another saman for me. i mean, come on, coming from a cliff, it has to be speedy. if i hit the brakes to often, it can get hot or i might lost control of my car. but anyway, nevermind lah. i’ll try to think positive and thought it was just a guy with a camera. but as always, journey to kuala lipis and back was tiring. when i got home, i just fall asleep until the next day. i don’t even hear my handphone ringing. it’s erna calling me to asked about her company’s website design. and i don’t even completed the design yet…how cool…he he

phew…last night, i was sitting in front of this notebook from day to night. reason? struggling to finish the design for euroaxis. probably most of the time taken to finished this project is this slowass notebook to load its program. i must buy a new ram. boss came to my house at the evening. damn, i was suprised. he knew the streets will be jam since it is already 5pm. but he tells me he went to my house because want to discuss something. well, i have no problem with that. any of my friends are welcomed to my house anytime. then i followed my mum & my sister to the optometrist to pickup the new glasses. i was in my car signalling to the left waiting for this parked car on the left to get out. suddenly when the car left, out of nowhere this fucking asshole just speed up and took my space. i was very angry at that moment :furious:. that’s when i go out of the car and started to verbally abuse :cuss: the driver. i was thinking like chasing him and my hands felt a little lighter and wanted to punch the driver badly. luckily no fists were flying in the air that night or there will be chaos. this is what really wrong with me. i seems can’t control my anger anymore. they all just fly. the doctor has adviced me not to eat meat everyday, cause it can cause a high blood pressure and result in tension and anger. what can i do, that evening my mum cooked me a meat stew and hell no i’m going to waste that. my favourite. well, probably i’ll just find a psychologist or shrink (what they call it now…really?). or probably go on a holiday to langkawi…again to release this stress…ok then, i’m going to kuala lipis today to visit siti nurhaliza at his home…nahh, just going to my sister’s school at mrsm kuala lipis to pick up her spm results.

i was doing nothing last night, err…wait, i was doing something last night. i was busy taking apart computers and assembled it back. yeah, sounds great but it was, erm painful actually. i was doing it for mru. their print server seldom hang or crash, so i was offering boss to assemble a new one based on the default pc and install a new software. the painful part is when opening the casing. the steel was too sharp. i cut myself many times. ishk. but anywhuu, the pc works great. minus the slow processor and busted monitor. after that, i was doing some layout for euroaxis. it’s been a week since i design this layout and i seems can’t get it finished. maybe tomorrow. after finished at mru, i went to puchong to send boss to his house. puchong’s quite far from my house. after breakfast, i went home. because of the time (6:30am) and i want to get home before i trapped in the traffic jam, i was driving at 130km/h all the way from puchong and then i took the ampang/cheras exit which was a mistake because it was damn-damn far although it was a straight road to my house and it has no traffic jams. i arrived at home about 7:20am. but i should’nt do this frequently. i has been warned many times by my mom about driving like an idiot but i barely listen. i need to listen to her advice from now on. accident sucks because i have been in one, no wait, it’s two, wait…err…

hurrah hurrah…finally ustaz is online and he can help me with the linux server. all this while i was stump and don’t know what to do. we can’t log in to the server because the password has been changed by someone. i don’t know who, but now thanks to ustaz, i can now log in. while ustaz is online, i started to asked him all sorts of question mostly about linux…and a part about ‘the ex’ and ‘the hack in the box’. he showed me some neat trick to do with linux and windows. well, it’s just for fun. i always wanted to learn linux. there are times where i installed linux on my pc just to get the feel of it and learning by doing it. yeah…it was cool until i felt that i need some space for my mp3 and video clip i had to delete the linux. probably some day i’ll buy an used computer just for linux so i can experiment and do some stuff. i can’t sleep at night right now. probably because i sleep at day and stay up at night. yeah, i’m busy doing some web design work for some company. i get more idea at night. so, pening kepala lah sikit. but i managed to find some time to tidy up my room. before this, it was a pigsty. now it’s easier to the eye. and yeah, no smell…he he he. lega sikit nak buat kerja.

phew, last night i check, my space has become too crowded. most of them are picture files from my photoblogs. so, like a worried monkey, i download all of the photos (shit, i don’t have any copies on my pc), and started to minimize the graphics and compress them using this great tool i found on download.com. the program was neat. it slashed half of the space my photoblogs use. due to we don’t know what the hell happened problems on my webserver, my imagemagick module was still unavailable. so i had to use manual thumbnailing for the photoblogs. banyak hal la sikit. but somehow i noticed that software thumbnailing is far more better than imagemagick in terms of size and quality. don’t know if i’m about to use software thumbnailing from now on but imagemagick is great because it eliminate the hassle of me having to crop the pictures, uploading, etc. except for the big ass thubnail file size they produced.

:beng: i’ve been insensitive lately. cussing people and not thinking of their emotion. what the hell happened to me? like i’m slowly turning into a full time asshole. i remember one afternoon having just wake up from sleep and started to make some crude joke to one of this people on my ym. suddenly he started to jammed me back. i can say this dude is really pissed off. this is the one person among all my friend that still take my joke too seriously. i mean, too seriously. i don’t know what the hell his problems are but i’ve done many jokes that far more worse than that but the only reactions i get was a bit angry at first but then we just shake hands and get over it. i don’t know lah. probably this whole mess is my fault, or i don’t know how to write properly or whatever. so, to him, all i can say is…:furk:

parents aku baru balik dari penang. ah…akhirnya aku dapat makan nasi yang original. kalau tak biasanya aku makan nasik kedai ataupun kakak aku masak. tapi memandangkan kakak aku pun bz kerja, biasanya nasik kedai aje la. lambat gila aku bangun hari sabtu. dekat pukul 11. bangun sarapan, pastu bantai tidur lagi. ntah le. tak tau pasai apa. masa aku bangun sekejap tuh, tengah mamai, mak aku tanya nak dye rambut ke tak, aku dengan pening kepala pun iyekan aje la. sudahnya bila dah siap, rambut aku perang habis. dah macam orang putih plak. tak kisah la tu kot. malamnye, aku kene teman mak & kakak aku pi pasar malam, depa nak beli ikan. lama seh tak pergi pasar malam ni. kalau tak, dulu2 hari sabtu aje memang pergi ah pasar malam ni. wajib. saja nak tengok-tengok barang makan dan orang. ahe he. dulu masa aku pergi pasar malam, selalu gak aku jadi stalker. hehe. orang first yang aku cari, ex time sekolah dulu. ana cikgu besar. saja je kalau jumpa boleh rehash balik zaman-zaman dahulu kala. lagi sorang yang aku cari, si dee. aku baru tau dia ni jiran setaman aku time kat uitm. anywhuu, kalau jumpa dee ni pun bukannya aku buat borak-borak. sekadar angkat tangan aje. aku tak minat dee. macam kata-kata hilmi semalam time aku borak ngan dia kat dalam msn messenger, takde selera. aheheh…time kat pasar malam ni gak le aku ternampak ada la sekor dua pakai cap dan cermin mata hitam duk jalan-jalan kat pasar malam ni. aku pun terpikir yang gile betul panas malaysia ni sampai malam pun nak pakai cermin mata hitam. mungkin sebab nak bergaya kot…ahehehe…gile. ni disambil aku menaip entry nih, aku tengah testing cd-player aku yang baru. adik aku pi beli, nak ganti yang hilang dulu. well, anywhuu, aku tak suruh pun dia beli ganti balik. tapi bila dia dah beli, lantak le. aku tak kisah…