phew…last night, i was sitting in front of this notebook from day to night. reason? struggling to finish the design for euroaxis. probably most of the time taken to finished this project is this slowass notebook to load its program. i must buy a new ram. boss came to my house at the evening. damn, i was suprised. he knew the streets will be jam since it is already 5pm. but he tells me he went to my house because want to discuss something. well, i have no problem with that. any of my friends are welcomed to my house anytime. then i followed my mum & my sister to the optometrist to pickup the new glasses. i was in my car signalling to the left waiting for this parked car on the left to get out. suddenly when the car left, out of nowhere this fucking asshole just speed up and took my space. i was very angry at that moment :furious:. that’s when i go out of the car and started to verbally abuse :cuss: the driver. i was thinking like chasing him and my hands felt a little lighter and wanted to punch the driver badly. luckily no fists were flying in the air that night or there will be chaos. this is what really wrong with me. i seems can’t control my anger anymore. they all just fly. the doctor has adviced me not to eat meat everyday, cause it can cause a high blood pressure and result in tension and anger. what can i do, that evening my mum cooked me a meat stew and hell no i’m going to waste that. my favourite. well, probably i’ll just find a psychologist or shrink (what they call it now…really?). or probably go on a holiday to langkawi…again to release this stress…ok then, i’m going to kuala lipis today to visit siti nurhaliza at his home…nahh, just going to my sister’s school at mrsm kuala lipis to pick up her spm results.