aku sebenarnya ada cerita lain nak karang kat blog ni. sedih pilu gak le jalan cerita dia tuh. tapi tunggu emosi ni ok dulu la baru aku story. disebabkan aku postpone cerita sedih pilu tu, aku ganti dengan cerita ni.

tadi din ajak aku pergi makan kat kedai kuay tiow izhar. time tu dalam pukul 11 lebih. disebabkan aku tengah tension buat animasi macromedia director tu, aku pun ikut le din. aku memang lapar, jadi aku sapu dua pinggan kuay tiow. time aku tengah seronok makan tu, ada satu group pompuan datang makan kat kedai izhar. time tu dekat nak pukul 1 pagi. izhar kata tu geng futsal pompuan. kiterang tak ambik pot sangat le sebab aku tengah rancak berborak. cumanya, time group pompuan tu nak bayar makan diorang, aku pandang depan pastu terperasan sorang minah tu muka cam familiar. ushar punye ushar rupa-rupanya tu siti nurhaliza. adik dia pun ada sekali. fuh…terkesima kejap aku kat situ. kaku macam kayu jap. hebat main futsal memalam bute gini. kakak ipar izhar ada kenal dengan artis-artis rupanya. ha ha. jadi, dapat le aku haritu makan kuay tiow dengan siti nurhaliza. jangan jeles aaa. aku dah suruh izhar sound kalau ada artis yang makan kat situ lagi, jangan lupa sound aku. kho kho kho…

menyesal le juge sebab aku terlupa bawak kamera. biasanya pergi mana-mana aku angkut kesana-kesini. ish…rugi-rugi… mungkin lain kali la kot?…

sibuk. tu je yang mampus mampu aku cakap. takde masa langsung nak tulis blog ni apatah lagi nak update galeri gambar aku. tapi projek 365 aku masih berjalan. gambar aku ambik setiap hari tapi tak sempat nak upload je. jadi kekadang aku sumbat sekali gus kalau ada peluang. hari rabu mel mintak aku format pc rumah dia. fuh, punyela banyak spyware sampai makan bandwidth. jadi slow internet connection. nasib baik dapat siap hari tu jugak. aku memang suka tengok pc yang baru format. clean dan laju je. dah siap, hantar balik pc tu ke kajang. hari tu campur semalamnye dah dekat 4 kali aku pergi kajang. fuh…tak ingat.

hari jumaat ada kelas database. biasalah aku, masuk lambat. tanya-tanya, rupanya ada assignment. kene buat artikel pasal web based dbms. fuh, nasib baik aku tau sikit-sikit. jadi, cemerlang la time nak present tu. jeles je bebudak lain dengan group aku…ho ho ho…

* UPDATE 25/12/04:
my backup server at tm.net’s myloca is back online.

sekali pandang cam website orang inggeris (tiru ayat member). tapi empat kali tengok rupa-rupanya inggeris celup. tak kisah le tu. lama aku tak tulis dalam bm. disebabkan aku malas nak belek kamus, aku tulis je dalam bm. petang tadi aku ke um, lepak dengan member aku kat sana. aku bercadang nak mintak member aku tolong ajarkan subjek struktur data dan algoritma. fuh…payah gile. dah le kelas first aku masuk dah bab 3. tu ler, escape banyak sangat. well…biasale tu. dapat le aku cover bab link list dengan dia disambil dia tunjukkan camne nak tulis program. boleh la aku faham sikit. takde le melahu je kalau time kelas. malamnye, cadang nak tengok member aku buat persembahan tarian kat dtc um tuh tapi disebabkan masalah teknikal, sesampai je sana persembahan dah habis. ho ho…duk lepak borak aje pastu gi minum kat 14.

takde le aku ni jakun sangat tapi time lepak kat 14 tu, ternampak le awie tengah minum-minum dengan member dia. aku tak minat sangat mamat tu. tapi lantak le kot. kalau aku kuar dengan member aku yang sorang tu, sure dia dah terhegeh-hegeh dengan pen dan kamera dia nak mintak autograf.

i had mid term today. the subject? data struct. very hard since i didn’t attend some class. he he. i thought i aced the test. well, we’ll just see the result later. i actually comfort using c++ with data struct rather than c. with c++, the language is much more easier and understandable. ugh…

on afternoon, went to melaka with mom to send my old pc to my sister in mmu. she always nagging for a pc to do her assignment when she came home. now, just look the joy in her face. huh, belaja baik-baik aaa…jangan main komputer je.

pc fair is back. the 3rd time this year. i went there the first day with mel. we just walk around to survey the price. i buy some blank cds and an usb hub for my notebook. it’s crowded back there at my laptop. actually i wanted to buy a new thumbdrive for dad and a sd card for my digital camera. so, i went there the second day with mom and ended with buying a new computer for the house. i choose a pentium 4 processor and ati radeon graphic card this time (i use amd athlon and nvidia graphic card before this). the third day, i went there with shimi. he badly wanted to buy a thumbdrive with mp3 player and he finally got one there. there’s joy look in his face when he started to use his new ‘toy’. well, happy exploring my friend.

i finally finished installing program on my new pc after 2 days. phew. very exhausting. deciding to put what program in there, updating, etc. plus, i forgot where i put some of my file in the old hard disk. after doing some short thinking, damn the files and i just format my old hard drive anyway and use it as a secondary to store my video collection and other stuff. okay, got some burn testing to do. later.

today’s class has been cancelled. they are doing open house and some award presentation at my college. mel have been asking me to come along so we can do some ‘networking’, ‘marketing’, eating and other stuff. i want to come, but then i decided not to come anyway.

mom make a nasi lemak today. i love nasi lemak. who dosen’t? mom make the sambal extra spicy today and phew, my mouth feel like want to burn since i put a handful of it and mixed it together with the rice. apparently i forgot mom already warned me about the sambal. ignorance is bliss indeed.

i went to putrajaya last night. taking my relative from indonesia to see that place. it’s odd though. we live near some of the greatest place (according to tourist), but we never went there unless there somebody from other place come to visit. to be honest, i never been to the newly finished putrajaya city, looking at the convention centre, the bridge, ministry buildings, etc. probably because putrajaya is quite far from my place.

after that, we went to an ‘educational’ visit to angkasapuri and rtm portable studio. my uncle works there. so, we got to went there even at night. cool huh? it’s like a chance in a life time, looking at the cool gadgets inside the studio. with buttons and monitor everywhere. take a peek inside the portable studio. luckily i don’t have any class till next week so i don’t have to worry about waking up early (yeah right, as if i woke up early every morning).

whuttup. i forgot to post. so, i just write what i’ve been doing in the past 3 days. on friday, i was busy helping a friend settle his police report and some miscellaneous stuff. apparently his landlord decided to do something against the law. well my friend, the ball is now in your court. remember i’ll always support you in anything you do. the thing that went down that day is just the beginning. there will be more, mostly linking to that. be careful and good luck.

ocm new building has completed and shimi invited me to the opening ceremony the next day. so, as a favour to him, i went there and help him doing stuff. of course not to forget the ‘makan free’. got to see pak lah in person, taking photos of his signature and the classics, taking photos of him from far away using zoom. takut kena hambat dengan ‘sb’ dia, he he. tired of course especially when we had to lift this amplifier which i don’t know, maybe weigh 500kg down the stairs. my hands hurt. after that, i went to this ex-girlfriend fuza’s open house. actually i decided not to go since i don’t want to interrupt something or giving a false hope to someone but then, i changed my mind. she is always as lovely as usual. of course, she like to torment me by making me eat so many food. munching one after another. we talked a lot and flirt a lot but things are not like they were used to be. she did mention that her boyfriend didn’t come yet or never come (yeah, a good chance for me). i really want to meet her boyfriend though, to see what the competition might be. my best guess is, from doing some psychoanalysis, that the guy might be a mat rempit. which gives me an advantage. ha ha. after a silent moment, i decided to leave for my home but not before showing my charm in front of her parents. he he…

sunday? nothing much. attending a wedding and eat and going to an open house at shah alam and eat. later aaiight…

yes, that IS my thumbdrive

feel like a fucking idiot. if there were an award for the careless person, i might get it. seems that i already found my thumbdrive. it was hidden under my laundry. and i spent a whole day yesterday, thinking i was gonna lost it forever. well, sorry for the trouble (started to make copies of my thumbdrive in the hard drive).

nothing special happened today. just the usual, cursing other people and giving someone a nickname. ‘pointy horny tits’ was surely mad when we make fun of her and asked her to switch off her fucking handphone during class.

hmm…sad day. after searching throughly, i finally make a conclusion that my thumbdrive has gone, forever. i love that thumbdrive since it was a gift from my dad plus i had a lot of important stuff stored there. probably i just buy a new one but of course it would never be the same. ah well…what to do…

i played bowling today after. first game since after the holidays. my game a bit rusty and the ‘aches’ in body parts such as back and neck suddenly came back. mel kicked my ass in the first round but i returned the favour in the second round although i doubt that he was just giving me a winning chance. oh did i forgot to tell that i managed to score with a chick at the bowling alley today? we were smoking (well, not me anyway) in the smoking room when this two ‘kinda’ hot chicks went into the bowling alley. we stared at them until they blush and we make some body language telling them we’re interested. of course, women, they instantly became shy and started to ‘jual mahal’, waving and throwing their hair, etc. we were close in getting them but there were one problem. the girls went out with their father or uncle or whatever. he’s kinda big though. ahh…if not it would be awesome to touch/caress/fondle those big and spongy thingy…mmm. nonetheless, it was fun doing that (staring at chicks) and i certainly wouldn’t mind doing that again someday if the moment were right and the chick factor is high. who knows, i might score big and get the a girl.

this is a yesterday story. it started pretty okay. i was early for class until i entered the class. the lecturer decided to do a suprise quiz. yeah, suprise indeed. i haven’t read a single thing. the image of 0 mark has already in my mind. i don’t mind that because it totally my fault. then theres this thing. after the lecturer has mark our paper, she called this fucker dude who i barely know and me to the front. she started to interrogate me and this fucker dude on who copy who. it seems that our answer was just the same. of course, i admit to her face and make eye contact that i don’t copy anybody especially that m*****fucker dude. suprisingly that fucker admit that he also didn’t copy. he even swear to the lecturer. man, what a load of crap. be a man and admit you are wrong. all my friends told me that they saw that m*****fucker copy my answers. i also noticed that he was staring at my question paper. i was so pissed that i feel like wanted to hit that m*****fucker. luckily the lecturer impression on me still haven’t change. so, the ‘kipas project’ is still on…

sometimes you know it’s gonna be a crappy day from the moment you woke up. today is one of those days. well, i’ve been busy with assignments and projects what not. plus, i’m already late for my morning class which started an hour ago. my philosophy in attending class is simple. no matter what the time is, i must enter the class even there’s only 5 minutes left. that’s to sign the attendance. if it is below 5 minutes, i’ll never enter that class for that day. so, i arrived at the college parking lot, not knowing something has changed. i sms’ed my friend to find out if there’s an exchange of class. he said all fine and i should enter the class. well, upon entering, i was snubbed by the lecturer and laughed at by my fucking idiot classmates. it seems that the class has already ended 2 minutes ago. ugh…it is a disaster. a humiliation. i was so pissed of at my friend i just left the class and went home to cool off so i won’t hit somebody that day. a great day to start. late and being laugh at.

i’m still have this rage thing going on and it seems going from bad to worse. aromatheraphy, councelling, massages seems didn’t do shit. scolding and calling a parking cashier girl a ‘bitch’ because doing her work like a tortoise won’t do either (kesian dia). i must find someting to curb this anger thing. maybe find a girlfriend or whatever. i’ve started a new hobby yesterday and it is photography. photography can gave me relaxation and something to do besides sleeping keeping my hands occupied. idle hands are the devil’s playground. i already bought a digital camera yesterday and now started to experiment, taking photos everywhere. check out my picture gallery under the ‘photography’ section. i’m still a novice, so give me a break.

i’ve been around cyberspace since july 1997 and i started blogging on november 21st, 2002 at my temporary workplace in usm. so, i’ve been blogging for 2 years now. happy 2nd anniversary to me and my blog. hoping to blog more in the future.