it’s over!
what? my exams lah. waa…finally. my stress and headache is coming to and end. i also don’t have to stay up late everyday. but just for now. i had to meet them again next semester. okay, now i have to do my other works. thank you and have a nice day.

candle light

the tnb’s keramat sub station

yes. blackout. a major one. tnb fucked up again i guess. then these guys bising-bising want to raise the electric tariff. if you guys watch the news, maybe you’ll notice a transformer sub station house at keramat blew up and took out almost the whole keramat area. i was chatting with some friend on ym when this happens. about 10pm, the lights in my house start to flicker. i thought it was nothing. then suddenly, puff. it was all dark. i heard a loud explosion at the back of my house. it happens about 5 to 10 times. out of curiosity, i wandered outsite. there were many people from my neighbourhood already out in the streets. waiting, talking and apparently pissed. i asked one of them and they said the sub station blew up. there were smoke everywhere. tnb personnel and the bomba arrived about 20 minutes later. i think this blackout is gonna last about a day or two since they have to find a brand new transformer as the old one blew up. depends whether tnb is fast enough in doing their job. mom and sister can’t stand the darkness and heat and went to our relative house.

damn this. i have final exam tomorrow. my last paper. i don’t need this. luckily my friends were at home, so i went to his house to study…and yes, i managed to find some time to write this entry…he he he…

a classic quote, “men are from mars, women are from venus“. probably. cnn reports that male and female brains are different. more story [here].

oh, maybe that explains why this afternoon a fucking stupid lady reversed her car towards mine and then try to ran. unintentionnaly? dunno that but i think her car’s side mirrors is not broken. i managed to took a photo of her car and the plate number though.

i’m in a hurry. so, maybe just a quick post. since today is february 14th, i’m sure pre-pubescent kid, twitchy teenagers or the young adolescent adult are anticipating, waiting for this time or moment or whatever.

remember, the keyword is niat (intention). niat is important because it can change from nothing to everything. by the way, have a nice day.

selamat awal muharam buat semua. dah buat azam tahun baru? memandangkan posting ni aku buat pakai dial-up (fuhh…lembapnye. lembap giler), aku kena cepat sikit. doa tahun baru boleh lihat di blog azlan idris (dia tibai dari berita harian online…hehe).

yoshh…aku ada break satu minggu nih. dua paper final dah lepas. ada tinggal lagi dua. database dan multimedia. fuhh…anywhoo, mak saudara aku dari indonesia datang aritu, nak setelkan hal sewa rumah anak dia belajar kat sini. dapat le aku merasa first time makan kat restoran tupai-tupai. lokasi dia kat area belakang dewan bahasa dan pustaka. err…dia ada kat sebelah bangunan gapena. gile mahal, well dah tentu la kot. yang cutenya tupai dia je, diorang letak dalam bekas kaca kat depan kedai.

ehh, berbalik kepada cerita asal. aku tak ikut time nak pergi setelkan hal sewa rumah ni, sebab aku ada paper pagi sabtu tuh. aku dengar mak aku cerita. saudara aku yang belajar kat sini nih, pakat-pakat le dengan kawan-kawan dia nak sewa aparment kat area puchong ni. bebudak kaya dari indonesia, well takpe la kot. diorang deal sendiri-sendiri dengan broker rumah sewa tuh. mula-mula broker rumah sewa tu offer rm800 sebulan kat bebudak ni, lepas tu dengan tiba-tibanya jadi rm850 pulak. tanpa banyak bunyi, bebudak tu terus bayar deposit. rumahnya tu kosong, takde furniture. air pun takde. bebudak tu dah mula risau. selidik punya selidik, broker rumah tu dengan sesuka hatinya menambah rm50 untuk duit poket dia. agaknya dia tengok ni semua bebudak je, mak bapak kaya pulak tu. jadi rasa boleh makan le kot. belum masuk tuan rumah dia lagi, perempuan dalam mid 30 agaknya, bekerja sebagai eksekutif kat salah satu bank di malaysia nih. alkisahnya, kawan saudara aku ni nak pasang air-cond dan water heater dalam bilik dia. terus dia kasi selepuk rm1500 kat tuan rumah tu. sampai la ni tak pasang-pasang lagi. terbeliak agaknya mata tuan rumah tu bila bebudak ni main kasi je duit.

diorang bayar dah dekat sebulan rasanya, tapi satu apa pun rumah tu tak setel lagi. agreement pun baru sign semalam. itu yang mak aku pergi setelkan problem ni. well, nasib la kena maki hamun tuan rumah tu. baru la terhegeh-hegeh nak buat itu ini. mula-mula mak aku telefon tuan rumah ni dia tak nak jawab, cuba melarikan diri le tu. bile cakap nak buat report polis, terus muncul tah dari mana. dah habis kena bambu dengan mak aku, baru la ternampak rasa menyesal kat muka dia kot. tak sangka bebudak ni ada backup baik punye.

oh, broker rumah sewa dan tuan rumah tu semuanya melayu. itu le dianya orang melayu kita nih. asyik nak bertangguk kat air keruh je. bukan ayer keroh kat melaka tu. dia tengok orang yang deal dengan dia bebudak muda, student pastu mak bapak kaya, terus cari jalan nak ‘makan’ bebudak ni. gelojoh tak bertempat. asyik nak menipu je kerjanya. malang le nasib diorang kali ni sebab dah kantoi. lain-lain sebelum ni macamana la agaknya. benda yang paling malu sekali ini lah dia, perangai orang melayu islam malaysia. ternampak terus kat mata foreigner. memalukan negara sungguh…

hurm…after much thinking, i decided to drop the ‘e-mail this post’ function. the function requires me to enable the register_global. the script is confusing. i need some time to rewrite it. maybe i’ll use cgi like those in movabletype. anywhoo, anybody who like to help me by modifying the ‘e-mail this post’ php script so it will work on ‘register_global off’ do tell me.

i’m busy but still can find some time to update this blog and change the layout. miracle huh? anywhoo, i’m still busy with exams and all. if the exams are over, my work is done and i have plenty of spare time, i will redesign my website and put some eye candy or what not. for now, enjoy this kubrick template for designed by michael heilemann.

i was waiting for a friend for a supper. when he arrives, he started to rant.

friend: fuck lady driver
me: whoo…whoo…what now? what? why? what the hell? who? when? how?
friend: bla… bla… driving… bla… junction, traffic light. bla… suddenly car came out of nowhere. bla… drive like a fucking idiot…bla bla…almost hit me….bla bla…idiot… lady driver. bla… didn’t watch where she was going. bla…talking on a cellphone… bla…still have a ‘p’ sticker…
me: (gawking) ohh…relax bro, you’ll get a heart attack soon if you don’t chill.
friend: …

i started to think that my friend claim is true sice i also have some experience with a lady driver, especially this ‘specific lady driver’. but of course, not all of them drive like shit. i knew some that drive like a fucking f1 or rally driver. i don’t want to be rude or anything like showing my middle finger, cussing in the open air to them when this occurs or act like those fucking idiot uneducated road bullies. but please lah drive properly. you have to be alert and know where you are going. what you got your license by buying them at a black market or you slept with the jpj examiner? nowdays people get angry very fast especially when on the road. probably because of those radiation from the sun we get everyday. like this one time, a fucking old man drove his van like a fuking idiot, cut me off with a 40 degree angle, nearly hit my car, blocking me and didn’t let me pass just because i honk him because he was blocking the road. what a motherfucker dickhead cocksucking trash eating stupid gung-ho asshole. luckily my car is faster than his car, i managed to cut him off, pass in front of him with just a small gap and of course, finish it with a trademark of showing the middle finger and shouting “fuck you” on top of my lungs. you deserved that.

am i a jackass or what?

ni lagi satu puisi (ye ke?) rasa macam tak betul aje. entahle…

data struct

berjumpa kali pertama
aku tak suka tapi terpaksa
kiri dan kanan
tak dapat ku elak

sepuluh topik
aku tergaru-garu
projek akhir tahun
aku mengeluh lesu

rekursif dan baris gilir tidak ku gemari
kuiz dan latihan susah sekali
paling ku suka graf dan isihan
babnya pendek, mudah difahami

hari ini kita berpisah
kali terakhir aku bersamamu
telah ku cuba sedaya upaya
berharap usahaku berbaloi jua

– azfar ismail @ 04/02/05 – 2:40

at the end of this year, my domain (azfarismail.com) will be expired. i’m still thinking of disposing this domain and use azfar.my instead. a big dilemma here. if i let go, i have an extra 35 bucks every year but i will have some problems with my visitor, server routing, backup server dns records, hostee, subdmains, change of ip and of course, my current e-mail address and my damn 400 pieces name card. maybe i should drop this azfar.my instead and save rm 40 every year. huh…i don’t know. sayang pulak. i think about this later. well, got final tomorrow and it is data struct. later…

aku ada borak-borak dengan kawan aku pasal puisi/sajak. tekun la aku mendengar apa yang dia cakap (thanks for the pointer jackass! ha ha). jadi, untuk menunjukkan aku ni seorang yang ‘cool’ (ha ha ha), aku pun try test tengoook menulis satu sajak/puisi. sekarang ni tengah hujan, jadi aku pilih hujan sebagai tajuk. sori la kalau tak kena ke, macam sial ke. first timer ok?

hujan

hujan

engkau datang
kemudian engkau pergi
menyapu bersih
jalan-jalan dan lorong-lorong

hujan

aku berjalan
kemudian engkau turun
aku basah kuyup
tak sempat berteduh

hujan

engkau membimbangkan warga kota
air naik di merata-rata
jalan sesak di sini sana
kiri dan kanan kereta sahaja

hujan

kilat sabung menyabung
aku mula khuatir
komputerku di rumah
tak ada ‘surge protector’

hujan

engkau turun begitu lebat
membawa denganmu angin yang kencang
dinginnya menusuk ke tulang-tulangku
membuatkan aku semakin mengantuk

hujan

engkau kini sudah berhenti
sampai kita berjumpa lagi
tetapi satu yang ku sesali
tak sempat tidur kerana menulis puisi ini

– azfar ismail @ 01/02/05 – 16:26